I will never understand why somedays are so much harder for me than others when nothing different happens to make them that way. I am missing Tyler so freaking much right now that it hurts down to the core of my heart. I hate this. I hate feeling like this. I am tired of being so angry sometimes that he iwas taken from me because everything in my life now is so good that I allmost feel guilty about being upset over him being gone. Im just sitting here in the blankest mood ever trying to drive into my head that everything happens for a reason, because I know it does, but it does not help. I dont even know what else to say.
