what have I gotten myself into;
Being home sucks. Why did I let my heart get into a relationship right before break? It has been 3 days and Im going insane. I probably should not miss him this much. What sucks even more then him just being 5 hours away is that the passes are terrible so I most likely wont even be able to visit him…and he does not have cell service at his house so that means not even being able to text him. Three and a half weeks of this…REALLY?! Fuck my life. ha.
I went and bought a new post for my lip…and the lady told me it would fit just fine showing her the one that was the size I needed that I had allready…I get home and try to put it in..its WAY bigger around than the last post so naturally it did not fit. Now I have the one that pulled all the way through my lip a few weeks ago in. In nervous..better not kiss Kegan to hard or it will happen again haha. The retarded thing…hot topic does not take opened jewelry back so I just spent 17 bucks on nothing. retarded.
We got the most beautiful tree day before yesterday and after my mom and I are done watching this episode of John and Kate plus eight we are going to decorate it. Im so excited!!!!
I only get four days to work…im pretty sad about it because I really need money to buy winter clothes. I did get an awesome coat today but I have to wait 7 to 9 days for it go get here. Boo on waiting.
Despite how much I hate being away from every one at school even three days has made me realize how happy I am to have the people in my life that I do. I finally have found friends that are amazing, and I know we will be close for the rest of our lives. I would not survive without them.
