:/
Break starts tomorrow and I actually am going home for almost a month. I really dont know how I feel about this, to be honest Im pretty scared. I have made my life here, with the people here and everything else here. I feel like I have nothing back home other than my parents, who dont get me wrong I am super excited to see, but I just am not ready. I have not felt home sick once since I have been here and Im afraid after being home for so long I will start missing it, making it hard to come back. People change over break, and I am so comfortable where I am now that I dont want to see that happen to me, or anyone that I am close too. I wont see Alyssa at all and I wont be seeing Kegan much, no matter how many times he says he will drive to see me. I dont want him to drive over the pass for me, what if he crashed his car or something on his way? I would not be able to handle that. I just dont think Im ready to go home. I just packed and I dont like this feeling. After my final tomorrow (might I add the final I most likely will fail) I am off for home. Scary.
