Yuck;
Im tired of this. I need a boy who will accept me for who I am.
Who will understand what has made me the way I am, and who will love me and accept me for it. I want someone who is honest, loving, compassionate, trustworthey, funny and respectful.
Are all the boys like that gone in this world?
I have been through so much shit and have such a fear of comitment now that I just need someone who will be there for me and love me for who I am. Not someone who will pressure me for sex and things I dont want. Or someone who will listen to my problems but not even take them to heart.
Every time I start to think I have finally found something worth working for, I am proven wrong and I am so tired of it. Why do guys seem to put on a front to get you to like them, and then let you down after a few weeks. I just dont get it.
All I know is that Im allready exausted of figiting for things that fail every time. Its getting old.
