April 2010
3 posts
Its terrifying to think that after investing a year and a half of my life with someone, with trust, love and every other good feeling possible, that it might all be over. Its so sudden, so unexpected. The worst part about all of this is that I can have no influence in the decision. Its all him. He does not know what he wants, feels like he is being torn in 37 different directions. He never has...
Oh and one more thing,
I decided today that I will become an awesome piano player before I graduate. I have all the resources in the world here and I would be an idiot not to just do it. Practicing sucks but the end result is totally worth it. To bad Im to poor for lessons haha.
I feel like I will never be not busy enough to actually post to this. Maybe one day… haha.